Time spent with this girl brings so much love and happiness to my soul. 💕
This weekend wasn’t super productive. I have a long list of things I wanted to accomplish but didn’t and that’s okay! Because what I did do is spend time with people I love. And sometimes you need that more than anything you have on your to-do list. I’m thankful for time to be my goofy unfiltered self with these amazing people. 💗
Today was one of those beautiful day outside. I’ve been thinking a lot about some stuffs lately. As for exemple, I’ve been going to church. I’m not a religion kind of person but I believe in God. My faith have been tested in the past two years and I had reasons to believe there’s a source of powerful energy that is bigger than us. For me it is God. When I think about Him, I remember about my grandma. My grandma is this woman who never doubts God. For her He is the almighty God. She was the one who taught me how to pray, who taught me about Jesus story, Maria and José. And all the bible. She still does it. Now that she is getting older and our time is precious, I realized that talking about God to her is my way to enter her world. There was a time that I refused going to church and I don’t know if I believe in catholic church. (Or any church). But I believe in the God my sweet grandma taught me about. And now that I am so far from her, I realized how some stuffs is so petty and small...how easy was to make her happy. Once she told me that her biggest sorrow was that her kids and grandkids didn’t go to church. I mocked her then saying she was lucky. I wish I could take that back. So since I came here and I feel so weirdly lonely, going to church makes me closer to this woman who raised me and is part of who I am more than I realized. Today at mass I was looking this beautiful choir singing in that amazingly beautiful cathedral wishing my grandma was sitting next to me. God, she’d have loved it.